I just want to be there when you discover
When you wake up next to your new lover
She might cook you breakfast and love you in the shower
The flavor of the moment, cause she don't have what's ours
She's not me
She doesn't have my name
She'll never have what I have
It won't be the same
It won't be the same
-Madonna, from Hard Candy
- The Bitch Feels:
cranky
The last time I dated someone was in December of 2006. The last relationship I had was sometime in July of 2006.
In 2007, I barely (read: zero) dated anyone. In 2008, I have only slept with one person and that was way back January 2nd. TMI much?
And contrary to popular belief, I am not depressed, nor am I lonely. I'm not actively seeking for someone to sleep with nor am I looking for someone to date. And no, I am not looking for a boyfriend. I'm not waiting either.
I'm in a transient state of contentment.
It's a cycle. Every so often, I feel this way. And since it is a cycle, there is this thing that happens to me at one point or another (is it full moon time again?).
Just when I'm already content with my current life, it starts raining. It starts raining men. Men from my past. Last night, I received a call from a man I was once so into. It was surprising since he was really never into me. I also got messages over Yahoo Messenger, Google Talk, and AOL Instant Messenger from different guys I used to "date." So it's raining men for me. And when it rains, it always pours.
Then again, I don't wanna invest anything in any of them since I know that once the rain stops, I will end up drenched. And alone.
I am happy with my life as it is. So rain, rain, please go away. I appreciate your coming into my life in Summer - such an opportune time - but I don't need you right now.
Come again another day, will you?
Excerpt:
Q. Care to share your dream blog subject?
A. I’m a man who enjoys life’s simple pleasures so spending a week with Wentworth Miller and blogging about it would suffice. Oh wait, that’s not a simple pleasure. How about a week with Will Devaughn or Coco Martin?
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What a beautiful way to start the week! I feel like I won a title in a beauty pageant! Lol. This is mayjuh!
Check out today's issue of Manila Bulletin (Vol. 424 No. 14 Monday, April 14, 2008). Go to the Blog-O-Rama column (page D5) of the Technews section, and this is what you will see:
Thanks to Annalyn Jusay (she's an AJ too!) for the opportunity to get interviewed! :)
Two of them:
1.) NEO will be mine soon!
2.) I will get OHDEDFGA.
I WILL ACHIEVE THESE, I KNOW IT!
And so I look back and ask myself:
What has life to offer me when I grow old?
What's there to look forward to beyond the biting cold?
Is all this shit still worth it?
Mabuti na lang at nag-iba ka na ng landas at hindi ka nakikita ng ibang bakla sa mundo. Bugbog sana ang inabot mo.
Panoorin mo na lang to, baka may matutunan ka.


