It's a cycle.

The last time I dated someone was in December of 2006. The last relationship I had was sometime in July of 2006.

In 2007,  I barely (read: zero) dated anyone.  In 2008, I have only slept with one person and that was way back January 2nd. TMI much?

And contrary to popular belief, I am not depressed, nor am I lonely. I'm not actively seeking for someone to sleep with nor am I looking for someone to date.  And no, I am not looking for a boyfriend. I'm not waiting either. 

I'm in a transient state of contentment.

It's a cycle.  Every so often, I feel this way.  And since it is a cycle, there is this thing that happens to me at one point or another (is it full moon time again?).

Just when I'm already content with my current life, it starts raining.  It starts raining men.  Men from my past. Last night, I received a call from a man I was once so into. It was surprising since he was really never into me. I also got messages over Yahoo Messenger, Google Talk, and AOL Instant Messenger from different guys I used to "date." So it's raining men for me.  And when it rains, it always pours.

Then again,  I don't wanna invest anything in any of them since I know that once the rain stops, I will end up drenched. And alone.

I am happy with my life as it is.  So rain, rain, please go away. I appreciate your coming into my life in Summer - such an opportune time - but I don't need you right now.

Come again another day, will you?