Leisurely walking home, I saw you. I was floored.  It all started coming back to me, like it did for Celine.

I couldn't help it. I just had to talk to you. I had to be nonchalant.

I promised myself that this dream should be over soon. It isn't.  It won't be. Not just yet.

But I couldn't.  All I can do now is just let things happen. I will be myself.

You are not mine. You will never be.

For now, I'll just keep on dreaming but not till my heartaches end, unlike EllaMae.

I will STILL be happy.